Jun. 8th, 2012

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Lately, I've had a string of friends getting engaged, married or having babies (one, in fact, is on pregnancy #2). I've always had very little interest in that being my life (married with kids in my twenties), but right now it is just very hard not to look at them and think that maybe that could have been what happened, if I had been obsessed with academia. And then I start to wonder if I'll ever have anything in my life other than academia (I don't want kids either way, but a husband and stable home would be nice).

Just...going around in circles. I hate being jealous of people when I don't really want what they have. It'sa very frustrating feeling.

Meanwhile, the weather today is the worst since April. I have decided not to go outside. Everything can wait until tomorrow and I have about six books to get through and a report to fix.
windemere: (there yet?)
Right, I'm going to the gym. Right now. This very second. Yes I am. I'm dressed and have shoes on and everything.

(It's 50km/h winds outside and raining).

I WANT SUMMER. I promise to not complain about the hot weather again! I swear!!

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