Stargate: Atlantis

Ah crap.

::in a Scottish accent::

Sums it up.

I was shaking by 35 minutes in. Now I'm crying and it's been 30 minutes since I finished the episode. Delayed reaction time, I guess. I don't think it's fully hit me yet. It probably will about midnight tonight. But hopefully I'll be exhausted enough after class tonight that I'll be to tired to curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep. Or so I hope.

Crap, I hate that these things affect me so much. Real life never does.

~Amy

Why the hell do they always kick off my favourite characters? On every show. Even if they brought one of them back on SG-1. It gives me a glimmer of hope. Which isn't much right now.

Stargate: Atlantis

So, I'd already figured out it was a bad idea to watch "Sunday" this afternoon. It would have been a bad idea no matter what time it was. But today was not the day to do it.

Because I just spent the last 4 hours in dive class going through the emergency first aid/CPR part of the course. The first two hours, the lecture part (followed by 2 hours of pool time) was the hardest. My mind usually wanders during classes. Tonight was horrible though, because of the topic, and every ten minutes (sometimes less) I was having flashes and trying not to cry.

Gods, I hate myself.

I'm sleeping in tomorrow. Then I'm going to the dentist. Then I'm going to go watch "Poisoning the Well" and KILL MYSELF. And then do another 4 hours dive class on emergency rescue.

I've screwed myself.

Kate....every hour that passes I love this episode more. Though I'm banking on the fact I will never be able to watch it again...because I still can't watch Heroes without crying two years later. Bets are this will take longer. HELP ME.